Artworks Status:
Gifts: Open (You can't ask me for a gift, I'm the one who decide whom deservers it).
Art Trades: Closed (Send me a Private Message or contact me on instant messengers).
Requests: Closed (Send me a Private Message or contact me on instant messengers, mind that depending on my skills and interests I can still refuse them).
Commissions: NEVER (I like to commission other people for myself, but not the other way around).

I wanted to notify my non italian friend and watchers that Starseeker.it (my own personal website and blog) is finally localized and translated in english too!, YAY!

NOW YOU HAVE NO EXCUSES FOR NOT CHECKING MY OWN BLOG AND COMMENT MY POSTS!

Here is the web site url: [link]

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Artworks Status:
Gifts: Open (You can't ask me for a gift, I'm the one who decide whom deservers it).
Art Trades: Closed (Send me a Private Message or contact me on instant messengers).
Requests: Closed (Send me a Private Message or contact me on instant messengers, mind that depending on my skills and interests I can still refuse them).
Commissions: NEVER (I like to commission other people for myself, but not the other way around).

Sorry if I hadn't posted anything since my latest journal, I've tried to recover from my depression and thanks to my parents visit during Easter Holidays I'm now almost fully recovered.
Here are some other news and updates from me:

NEW WEBSITE AND DOMAIN
I've decided my final look and feel of the new personal website and I've registered my own domain! Now I've a blog too where you can leave comments if you wish and check for the most updated news (I'll post my journals here only for breaking or important news, so my DA's journal will be less recent than my blog).

The registered domain and web-site's address is: [link]

At the time of writing this journal The English pages are still down, but don't worry they'll be online after this weekend! (even the english version of the blog! Yay).

My Search For a New Home
I've found my very first own apartment and signed the preliminary contract! I'll hopefully start to move and live there from the end of June / beginning of July.
This will means that, starting from June, I could be offline for a (short, I hope) period of time (changing Internet Service Provider and Phone Line).

My Art Status
On hiatus till I'll move and set up my new apartment.

My Sentimental Life
I'm single again and on a quest for my rediscovering my own sexuality and perhaps finally find someone to love and truly be loved, someone who wants to spend his own life together with me until death will take us apart.

That's all for now, thank you for reading and see ya in my blog!

Spotlight:


Useful tutorials:


Other artist's artworks I love so much:

Apple:


Art:


Furry:


Myself:


Sexuality:


Serials:

My personality:


Visitor Map:

Artworks Status:
Gifts: Open (You can't ask me for a gift, I'm the one who decide whom deservers it).
Art Trades: Closed (Send me a Private Message or contact me on instant messengers).
Requests: Closed (Send me a Private Message or contact me on instant messengers, mind that depending on my skills and interests I can still refuse them).
Commissions: NEVER (I like to commission other people for myself, but not the other way around).

For those who are reading this journal, no matter if because they were curious to hear news from me or they clicked on the journal's webpage for error or by chance, a lots of things happened since my latest journal:

My Search For a New HomeMy Search For a New Home
No, I'm not still homeless, but I've started since two weeks ago to visit some apartments because I am living on a rented one for about two years, and my parents have decided and told me that they're going to help me economically to buy one.
This will means that I'm actually spending my few free time by visiting other houses and once everything will be settled, I could be offline for a bit (changing Internet Service Provider and Phone Line).

My Chat Times
I've decided due to various reasons (even the ones listed in this journal) to reduce the times in which I log in, for example doing only few times and for short periods during my working days (Monday to Friday) and a bit more on weekends (Saturday and Sunday). Anyway even if I'll appear online, this won't mean I would be able to respond immediately, ok? And please, don't ask me for any role-play, I'll tell you when I'm in the right mood for it!

My Art Status
The fact that I don't post any art surely denotes that I'm (undoubtedly) a lazy and not prolific artist, but I'm doing those "silly" practicing exercises.
My actual politics is to post only finished pieces I think they are worth to, so please be patient, ok?

My Sentimental Life
I was dumped by my now "ex" boyfriend . That's it, end of the story.
It all started about two weeks ago, with good and bad series of event, when even had a nice St. Valentine online on Second Life too, not to mention he come to visit and spend the whole weekend in my real life apartment!
Then yesterday when we talked, I finally succeed in pulling him out what was going on that bothered him (and me) so much.
He said that he doesn't deserve me, that he realized I'm just a friend for me, nothing more, that he wrote a letter for me but didn't had the courage to send to me. I asked him to show it to me and that's a part of it:

"... I thank you for everything you gave me and for the beautiful moments we had together, for the holidays in Palermo and for your parents, I hope they won't hate me for what I'm doing to you, I thank you so much, of all the boyfriends I've got you're the one I loved most and I still love, and please forgive me for everything..."

I really would have to scream, cry, starting to smash anything, saying my life is over, how much I hate him and making an end to my life, but I didn't got the strength, courage of whatever it is.
In the end we finished our conversation like friends, even if I foresee that it will be a tough challenge to downgrade a relationship from "Lovers" to "Friends".
I spent the whole yesterday by drawing, going out and spending my time with strangers.

On side note: If you've the idea of sending hate comments / shouts / notes / s**t to
PLEASE DON'T NO MATTER THE MOTIVATION BEHIND THAT!!!

I even told to my parents when they called me. Exactly, going back to about 10 days ago I told to my to my dad why I was so depressed --> and you know what? They surprised me! My Dad said that he and my Mom already knew this since they heard of this so called "friend Red" from me for the first time. My Dad said this will never change a damn thing, they love me and they only want my happiness. Yeah, they said they are happy as long as I truly am too. I have the best parents in the world! Unbelievable, isn't it?

No, life is not definitely like movies or sit-com, in the end as long as you keep on living actively and fight for your dream, happiness or anything you want, it's worth it, isn't it for you too?

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Other artist's artworks I love so much:

Apple:


Art:


Furry:


Myself:


Sexuality:


Serials:

My personality:


Visitor Map:

Artworks Status:
Gifts: Open (You can't ask me for a gift, I'm the one who decide whom deservers it).
Art Trades: Closed (Send me a Private Message or contact me on instant messengers).
Requests: Closed (Send me a Private Message or contact me on instant messengers, mind that depending on my skills and interests I can still refuse them).
Commissions: NEVER (I like to commission other people for myself, but not the other way around).

Winter holidays are over, I've restarted to work. The New Year started boosting my desire for changes in both my personal and artistic life.

First of all, I've decided to not use anymore my Yahoo! Messenger account (the email address is still valid and I'll check it periodically). So, I'm sorry Yahoo! users, if you still want to chat with me you've to consider the other instant messengers screen name: (in order of importance for me) AOL/AIM, MSN and Skype.

I'm studying and practicing my art skills in my (few) free time, following a periodical italian comic course publication called "Disegnare, scrivere, raccontare con Accademia Disney" (here is some informations: [link]) and "Cartoon Animation" by Preston Blair.
I've noticed I feel more easy and quick for myself to draw using a cartoon/Disney-ish drawing style. I'm going to put one of the planned works on my gallery very soon...
Also I've read some books and tutorials on how to use properly Photoshop CS3 for digital manipulation of my artworks.

I've bought two days ago my first next generation console, an Xbox 360 Elite. My boyfriend gave me Blue Dragon for Christmas and I've purchased Mass Effect with the console. I've also already subscribed a Live! Gold account, here's my gamertag: [link] .

Finally, my other long term projects include the restyling from scratch of my personal website and an aperiodic webcomic.

Thank you for reading this journal and see ya later! Ciao!

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